I turned 50 some months ago and I have never felt so alive and healthy in my life as now. Over the last 20 years, I have invested all my time, energy and money in resolving and healing my personal issues. This personal transformation has given me a deep understanding of the complexity of the human psyche and the way it is conditioned.
I started out in life suffering severe childhood trauma such as two long-term abandonments in hospitals (1 month at the age of 1½ and 6 weeks when I was 3) and ongoing violent physical abuse from my father (all of these early childhood experiences were forgotten and stored in the unconscious).
I was bullied during my early school years and this left me with shock and fear in my whole body. When I reached puberty, I was hit with psychosomatic illnesses such as psoriasis, migraine and chronic back pain. At the age of 12, I wanted to go and live with another family in a nearby village (the family of a school friend of mine) to escape from the violence at home.
In my teens, I suffered moments of intense emotional pain in which I often thought about suicide. However, deep inside me, there was ‘Hope’ for a happier/brighter future to come. I left school and home when I was 15 years old. At the age of 22, I went through a painful separation from my first special girlfriend and that emotional pain endured for many years in my psyche.
I left Germany when I was 23 and moved to Ibiza where I spent the next fifteen summers. I went through a 5-year period of drug addiction (MDMA) and at the age of 30, I crashed and fell into an existential crisis. With God’s blessing, I discovered and started to practise yoga and meditation. However, in parallel with my healing path, depression set in and I suffered from a wide range of PTSD-related syndromes.
I travelled to India several times to seek Ayurvedic treatments for my skin problems and also to Brazil on a number of occasions to heal my emotional wounds with shamanic medicine. When I was 36 years old, I met my spiritual teacher Samuel Sagan and discovered the most profound healing method (Inner Space Techniques).
Thanks to this healing methodology I was able to go so much deeper into my whole being and emotions and learned to cry again after 22 years. I found I could open up to all my hidden emotions from childhood and by doing so I was able to cure myself of all my psychosomatic illnesses such as my skin ailments (psoriasis, eczema, dermatitis) and migraine.
The medical establishment says that to date no cure has been found for these skin problems, yet I was cured.
The last 20 years of personal development and growth have been an incredible odyssey and transformation. Fear, shame, guilt, depression and pettiness no longer run my life. In their place are wisdom, joy, strength, confidence, aliveness and serenity. I feel an overwhelming sense of wellbeing on all levels and would love to see the same for you.
All of the traumas, difficulties and problems I have experienced and overcome have given me a deep insight into the complexity of the human psyche.
The healing process of each person requires a holistic approach because we humans are complex. This is why I work equally with the body and its vital or sexual energy, with the spiritual dimension and, of course, with the whole range of emotions and mental states.
At the age of 40 I moved to Madrid, opened my practice and started to work with clients. Over the last 10 years, I have helped hundreds of people to embark on their inner journey in order to help them to transform their lives. While in Madrid, I studied the full three years of Gestalt Psychotherapy training and completed a Master’s Degree in Sexuality and Couple Therapy. I also studied Psychology for three years with the Open University in the UK. Since the age of 36, I have undergone ongoing training in Inner Space Techniques in Sydney and California for longer periods of time (in total between 10,000 and 15,000 hours). I have been travelling all my life in search of healing and finally, I found it.
I consider myself to have become an expert in healing, traumas, depression, sexual and physical abuse, PTSD, ADHD, mental distress, anxiety, stress, fear, and many other emotional wounds. I do this by providing a healing space where people can reconnect with their spiritual and contemplative dimensions to facilitate profound insights into their true self.
Now it is time to share all my knowledge with other people who also seek to heal and awaken. This process of healing and awakening requires time, commitment and energy, but the journey is the greatest gift a human being can give to him or herself. It is about transforming your mental and emotional states into purer states of awareness. During this process your heart will open, your mind will expand and purify, your intelligence will become sharper and you will become more aligned with your real purpose in life. Be ready for surprises.
Last year, 2019, I moved down to Marbella and started to work on-line and I am currently writing my first book about my personal healing journey and some of the experiences my clients have had while working with me.
My next step will be to travel throughout Europe giving talks and workshops about awakening, healing, reconnecting and helping people to find their true purpose and direction in life. It would be a great pleasure to meet you one day in person, perhaps in a workshop or as a client. You choose.
I wish to bring mental and emotional wellbeing to people who really long for it, to help people to open up their spiritual dimension and achieve a deeper understanding of their nature.
I would like to welcome you on a new path which can sometimes be painful but which is largely enriching and clarifying.